so last night while i was on the phone with my friend chris because i was pissed off that i had to close the store and the fact that new jersey transit has not caught up with the fact that the mall is on holiday hours pissed me the fuck off, but regardless we started having a conversation about my feelings towards love.  he suggested that i write out how i feel about it and vent.

my personal feelings about love is that it was once this simple very easy emotion, society and people have made it this disgusting overexaggerated thing.  now before i get attacked for this opinion, i am not saying that love doesn’t exist, but for me, i was once in love, like head over heels, couldn’t eat couldn’t sleep type of love and when it ended my heart was destroyed and brought out the extremely cynical person speaking today, i used to be the person who wanted to be married and have kids but i can not imagine sharing anything my WHOLE life, its scary. but at the end of the day i love my friends because i know through thick and thin they won’t leave me.

what are your thoughts on love?